omg

I'd love to do that... and somewhere else too...

Public places are so arousing and make me horny...

it is hard

to keep your head and pride, not to cringe to anyone. Just have the facts. Facts are facts, you can't deny them - you can walk over them, forget or ignore,  but they remain facts! =)

do y u know why...

Been a prisoner

here, in this house for 20 years. It is a fucking long time. Just one or two nights away once or twice a year. Never a holiday. Always at service. Might call that loyalty. Responsibility. LOVE.

Unbelievable if you start to think about it. Don't. It is just absolute freedom: I have chosen my prison. Not others. Not any belief I had or ambition.  And that, I believe, is ultimate freedom. 

Take it or leave it ---

I don't like competition,

I like unique. 

And then you are lonely. Alone. No-one cares. Never mind. I can stand it. I've stood it all my life!